Today

I would like to set a goal for myself. I don't want to brag or boast about it. I don't want to shout it to the world and have them watch me carefully. We all know I don't care what they think. No, I want to tell it here, where someone who I know and care about will watch. Someone who's opinion matters to me when it comes to matters like this.
Today I want to become a better person than I was yesterday. I want to stop lying around and cut back on what I'm getting and increase on what I'm giving.
I want to have all A's for my next semester in college. Its possible, and easy. Everyone, including myself, knows that its not my mind which is failing me, its myself. I'm overly lazy. I want to fix that. This semester, I will get all A's. I want you to help me hold myself to that goal.
I want to find a job by the end of January. I don't care if its washing dishes or scrubbing feet, I want to get a job so I can begin paying back Justen, and my parents, and you. I want to be able to pay for my car and live partially on my own bill. I want new clothes and I want my dad to be able to respect me as someone capable of supporting himself in some way, in any way.
This is no measely make it so you can break it new year's resolution, this is something I want to accomplish so I can slowly become a better person. A better man. I want everyone to know I'm a man of my word, not just you.