Cold Play Every Day

I'm in play place where it was all yellow.
I'm the scientist living it viva la vida baby.
Oh if you're in trouble I'll fix you baby.
Fix you fix you every day, fix baby every way.

How long must you wait for it? Nobody said it was easy.
Tell me a secret, ah lets go back to the start.
See I'm running in circles and I'm watching the clocks.
Don't you remember when I ruled the world?


Do you ever feel we're drifting aimlessly towards each other, waiting out time for reasons unbeknownst to us? I want to rush though all of this and get to the core of it all. I want to know where its all going. I'm impatient, worried I'm only loving you so that I can one day teach the both of us what heartbreak really is. Isn't that everyone's fear? Tell me you fear it too. Of course you do, you've said it too, but to see it in writing, it makes it easier to know we do.
Have I ever told you how I feel sometimes? Sometimes I wish to rush you, push you on alongside me until we blunder blindly into the darkness of the future and get stuck in the moment we make. Sometimes, I wish I could take you slower after I push you so fast. I wish I could unravel you from your clothing and kiss along your back for hours on end until I memorized every inch of your skin like it was my own. Sometimes I want to hold you down and press my ear to your lips so that I may hear every gasp. Sometimes I wish you'd let me lay you down, then lay beside you, and let my fingers run over every inch of your bare skin.
"Your skin, oh yes your skin and bones. Turn in, to something beautiful."

I had an overwhelming urge while we were movie watching today. I wanted to take off your shirt and sit behind you. Kiss along the nape of your neck and down your back. Massage your shoulders and let my hands work down your back comfortingly. I wanted to feel you lean against me as you relaxed and simply thought about my finger tips and my lips. As you relaxed and devoted all your senses to feeling me feel you. I wanted to feel your breaths slow down until you were hardly awake and yet alarmingly alert.

You can fall head over heals and break your bones from the countless falls.
"I will try...to fix you..."