I won't say a word...

Early bird, night owl, baby every moment I spend it thinking of you.
I know its not yet, but I know I won't have a dime to get your a gift or anything. On top of that, you'll be going to school on the 5th too. Shame shame shame. Still, life is life and we take it as it comes to us.
There's a thousand songs that remind me of you, and a handful that remind me of us. You know what I mean and you know what I think. Its all kinds of amazing. Just like you after all.

I know watching me cope and listening to me deal with all this stress and chaos is painful and frightening for you. I don't want you to be afraid but I can't stop you imagining what it would be like to have me torn away from you in a single instant. Sweetheart, I won't let it happen, no matter what. I'd force my own heart to beat just a few more times if it meant the difference between seeing you again or not. I promise you it'll be all right.

I promised you a lot of things, and I plan to do my best to keep them all. Sometimes things may come up that will conflict with it all, but we'll work our way through it. We've worked our way through so much already, why would we let the simple things get in the way? I may not be mr. right, or mr. perfect, but you know that, at least you love my honesty.

I wish I could give you amazing gifts, I wish I could take you places you'd only dreamed of. Maybe one day I can. Maybe one day I can share the world with you in the same way I saw it, only differently, becuase I'd see it with you. I would like that more than anything else. I talk so many miles about how my heart has no home, and its always riding a very winding road. Well, I would like to take you there one day, before any starts to settle down or you start losing your hopes of getting a chance to see the world.
Before we get to old and tied down to escape for awhile. Before more serious responsibilities keep us from seeing everything else.
I want to show you Europe, the back streets and blackberry bushes. The winding roads and towering mountains. Snow-capped castles. Floating cities. Vineyards and towns. Every stone I can imagine I want to show it all to you.

Baby, we can go places, we can do times. I want to sail away with you until forever seems so close we can reach it. I know, I'm crazy, maybe even a little clingy...but you knew that about me.

"I'm leaving your town, again...and I'm over the ground that you've been spinning. And I'm up in the air, said baby hell yea. Oh honey I can see your house from here. If the plane goes down...damn...I'll remember where the love was found. Oh if the plane goes down...damn..."

Hey hey hey, its a new year and you're still so perfectly new to me every day. Don't fret, no matter what happens, you're mine and I'm yours. Smile, tomorrow will make today a thing of the past.