Holy crap, I hope Devon doesn't work tomorrow. I want to hang out with her after I go and check on this Jeff fellow who is supposed to be the manager at Wawa...
bastard is NEVER there. How unreliable?
You know, I feel really caged sometimes. I absolutely love hanging out with Devon...but it seems like whenever I get a chance to hang out with anyone...its only her and we usually get stuck alone. I know she loves to hang out with me...but she's have a lot more fun if we could all hang out with others at the same time. I just sometimes feel like I keep her stuck at home or something *shrugs*
Not that I mind, just spending time is awesome. Crazy conversations and all kinds of little lame things we share. Makes me smile just thinking about it all. Brings me to a crossroads...because personally I'm content with JUST hanging out with her. Sure, here and there I wanna go see Justen...or maybe try to hang with Mike more...though I don't know him well...still it'd be nice to expand my horizons a little.
I came to a realization the other day...perhaps a slow lame one...but still. I used to always live life thinking, "If you loved someone, and they thought they liked someone else...you would let them go out of love." No, that's a good friend. If you're in love, and you really loved someone...you wouldn't let them go, you'd try to become someone they could love as well. Right?
So the new year is here. I have my resolution, you all have yours. Hopefully, this year will be amazing. If you want my opinion, it prolly will be. Well I'm off to contemplate social suicide and dwell in my incessant boredom. Huzzah.
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